why am i this?

Recent am realizat ca tind sa gresesc atat de mult in multe privinte...
mi-am dat seama de ceva chiar dureros,ca doar visez,ca vreau, ca imi doresc, ca am o imagine gresita asupra mea..ca de fapt tot ce cred eu despre mine e de fapt un ideal, e de fapt ce vreau sa fiu...
lucky for me i have friends to make me see that!
regret enorm gasindu-ma in pozitia de a realiza ca am asteptari mari de la oameni dar de la mine nu,ca am vazut doar rau si ca arderea me nu s-a produs inca ...
unde sunt intelegerea si compasiunea? abilitatea de a nu judeca...e grav dar de multe ori am gandit comunist...freaks!i have a lot of freaks around me and this because i chose to live with them, that's because i can't stand normality...so why am i at the point where i judge them? they are just perfect...i've to thank them!
so...for all my friends who are reading this...you've got to know that i appreciate you and i think you're hansome!
you are my water...
this is good...i feel so good...maybe i shouldn't...but i feel free...
hope to see something real in me!
see yah!