miercuri, 16 iunie 2010

Letter in the future 1


All i wanted to say was that i'm waiting for you...
I want to give you a big hug, to tell you that i will be a good wife and i will love you with all my heart! I already love you and i want to prepare for your coming in my life...
I don't even know your name but i'm sure you're there...somewhere in this huge world! I like to believe that God wants us to be together, to love Him and to fight for His name! You know...i truly believed that my first love was you, but i was wrong; he was just what i want right now but God, for one reason, didn't wanted to be like that.
He wanted me to be with you..at the right moment. And i'm so grateful for that, because my first love teached me how to love you!
Sometimes...i fell so lonely without you, and i'm so foolish...knowing that God loves me so much and He wants me to wait for my own good...
I feel bad and i just wanted to talk to you...i imagine me in your warmly arms, i imagine you kissing me on the forehead and this...gives me peace!
I'm confused...but i don't even know why...i need you to came and fight with me in this disgusting war...
Maybe you're a little bit upset because i'm talking to you now and not with God. i don't have any escuse for this..:|
I see a lot of guys around me but i feel so ugly around them; I'm waiting for you to make me feel beautiful.
I imagine a lot of circumstances where we could meet finaly...but maybe we're suppost to meet in a more beautiful way, so i'll wait...
i'll wait for you to came and make me feel beautiful with just one hug...